I finally got back into a bible study this week. Of course I will be out of town for the next 2 but at least I have a place to go once I get back. I really felt like I had a much closer relationship with God when I was involved in a Bible Study last year and I really need that again. I have so many worries on my mind that I am ready to completely give away and trust the Lord to take care of. Lack of sleep, epsiotomies, epiderals, raising a child, future moves, working after I have the baby...I feel like they are all just causes to worry about but I am ready to give them up and live knowing that someone else has a better plan for my life than I do.
Erika invited me and Kristi along this week and it was a little different than I thought it would be but at the end of the lesson, I needed to hear everything that teacher had said especially at this point in time in my own life. So it's all uphill from here...at least spiritually.